11 April 2008
rotted ad home the whole day today...dar was busy so i didnt get a chance to really chat wif her..other thn tat..ive been on the com for the whole day alrdy..nt in a gd mood suddenly..reminicing the painful days where i was fooled by a simple consoling sentence..shall end the aimless talk here..bye.aft wad u said..my heart kinda sank..dat sentence was far too familiar to forget since its been used on me b4..which really 'cheated' my feelings..i had a huge phobia against this sentence and hoped dat i would not hear it again..but it appeared once again..i really trust and love u 100% wif all my heart..i just hope my trust isnt misplaced..and abused of like the past again..cos im going to, for the 2nd time..take this sentence frm u and believe it like an innocent kid..simply awaiting for our goals to be fulfilled b4 we can see each other often again..~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~dar..ireallyreallyloveyou.though ur patience is short..and ur mre man thn other gals..it was wat u ARE dat made me loved u.the way u talk..ur cute smile..the adorable frown of urs..ur small lil spongy body..and lastly..the amt of love uve shown me frm udat really makes my time and effort spent REALLY worthwhile..~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~im sry for making up a fuss out of the sentence u said to me earlier..i juz have a bad experience b4..and this reminded me of it..now dat we had a gd talk..im fine alrdy..this isnt gonna affect our relationship anymore..and we WILL improve tgt..
[testing how strong our relationship would be har?..HARDER thn steel..HOTTER thn the sun..much STRONGER thn diamonds yea~ !! =P]
♥iLOVEmyBABY♥