20 June 2008
TODAY..
woke up..left the hse ard 1030 and reached wld ad 11..supposed to meet ad 10 de..but me and lum overslept.. =X
left alvin alone there for awhile..lols..ps ah~
studied maths and metro there..thn lunched ad cwp ad 1..ate kfc..super fulll..but i felt guilty i ate kfc though..(sry dar !!)><' went bak to read thru my notes awhile mre b4 reading mangas on9..gang hao today fri so got new chpt of naruto and bleach come out..hahas xD slacked awhile b4 going bak to je to meet dardar..hahas =D bought kabarb for her since she was hungryyyy..hahas costed 5 bucks..frm a pasar malam somemre..yea quite ex i think.. went to lib to eat dinner aft dat..i ate fish and chips..mmm yumyum..meet arron and jy there too..chatted..abt dramas and underage parties..dar wants to meet up tgt so much she keeps saying it to them..hahas..=P sent dar home shortly aft b4 going bak home sweet home.. =) dats abt all for today.. didnt take any pictures to make this a mre interesting postt...but guess this is abit too wordy.. nt in a gd mood now too..soo shall stop here..nites ppl..
P.S. IM SORRY!
dun wanna say soo much on this..but juz forget abt me breaking down today..its not ur fault..u didnt cause it either..juz take it as nth happend today..im sorry..sometimes the pillar of strength itself would suffer abit of pressure too..but wif enough time and with you i shall be stronger and the cycle goes on =) oh yea..dun forget i love u always!! ;)
heres where i talk abt wad i feel*
though im helping u out fer u lappy..i noe u will feel akward and try not to spend my money aft dat..but wad i wanted was YOU.. your heart and ur love..i love u enough to fill ur stomach..love u enough to help u out in wadever crisis we face..all i ask is for us to carry on our usual lives and as if this lappy incident didnt happen..wheres the old u i used to see?..the cute and enthusiastic lil baby dat never seems to enterain me wherever,whenever..i dun see that in u ever since this incident happened..im not think of right words to use nw..im simply juz pouring somethings out here..
dar,dun close urself up whnever smth happens..always noe im here wif u..shutting urself out likedat infront of me really hurts deeply..makes me feel dat i cant do anything to open up those doors of urs so that i can be wif u tgt inside..the reason i felt lonely today isnt cos u meet ur long-time no see friends..its that i really felt sad to see u shut urself up yet again..stoning ad the busstop whn i wanted to start a conversation wif u..all i could do is lookout for the bus for u..i wanted to do even mre thn that.. ive tried..really tried..i juz couldnt get u to open up..i juz hope once ur lappy is fixed u'll turn back to normal agian..i wun juz hope..i pray..beg tat this stupid problem of ours dats causing soo much pain would be settled once and for all.. (i will never gif up on u! NEVER) with lots of loves, Nick-ur bear
slp tight.. cos i'd be there for u be it the end of the world or anything worse thn dat..muacks
♥iLOVEmyBABY♥